Scripture readings for this reflection can be found at Memorial of Saint Philip Neri, Priest | USCCB
We hear in our gospel today one of the many
appearances of the Lord between His Resurrection on Easter Sunday and His
Ascension into heaven. During this intimate moment with Simon Peter, the Lord
asks him three times, “Simon, son of John, do you love me?” This three-fold
question by the Lord corresponds to the 3 denials Peter made between Holy
Thursday and Good Friday. Peter greatly regretted denying Jesus as he did. But
Peter was scared and out of human weakness, he did what he promised Jesus he
would not do: Peter denied Jesus three times.
The Lord asking Peter three times if he loved him
reminded Peter of his failure to keep his promise to Jesus that he would never
deny Jesus. But Jesus, judging Peter’s heart, knew that Peter did indeed love
him, and just walked Peter through the healing process of his denying Him to
that of Faith in the Risen Lord. It was then that the Lord knew that Peter could
be trusted to be the leader of the Apostles.
On Pentecost, when the Holy Spirit came upon Peter and
the Apostles, along with Mary, in the upper room, they went from being
frightened men to being strong defenders of the faith, proclaiming that Jesus Christ died on Good
Friday for our sins, and rose on Easter Sunday, and ascended into heaven. These
truths of faith in Jesus Christ were proclaimed by Peter and the Apostles in
Jerusalem and all throughout the world. They were no longer afraid to proclaim
that Jesus Christ is Lord. All the apostles, except for John, all died as
martyrs for their faith in Jesus Christ.
After Peter told Jesus the third time that he loved
Him, the Lord said to Peter, “Amen, amen, I say to you, when you were younger,
you used to dress yourself and go where you wanted; but when you grow old, you
will stretch out your hands, and some one will dress you and lead you where you
do not want to go.” Scripture indicates that this was signifying what kind of
death Peter would die. Peter went from a fearful man on Holy Thursday, denying
Jesus three times, to someone willing to die for this gift of faith in the
Risen Lord. According to ancient and well-known tradition, Peter, when he was
condemned to death in Rome, requested to be crucified upside-down because he
did not believe that a man is worthy to be killed in the same manner as Jesus.
We are all called to be witnesses of Jesus in our
lives. We are never to deny that we are followers of Him. We are to be bold in
our faith in Him and our relationship with the Risen Lord. We are to be His
witnesses by how we live out our lives by loving God and loving one another. By
doing so, we, like Peter, will be saying to Jesus, “Yes, Lord, you know that I
love you.”