For I do not do the good I want, but I do the evil I do not want.

 

Scripture readings for this reflection can be found at Friday of the Twenty-ninth Week in Ordinary Time | USCCB

In our first reading from St. Paul’s letter to the Romans, Paul is talking about the challenges of attempting to live a life as a follower of Jesus Christ. He acknowledges all the temptations that come about because of just being human.

We all know the commandments of love of God and love of neighbor. Further we know we need to avoid looking lustfully at other people we may find attractive. All these things take us away from living a God centered life.

These are all struggles we face daily. For instance, it is good and right to love all people in our lives, but what about those people that get on our nerves? Do we love them as we should? Or do we harbor hatred or resentment towards them? That goes back to what Paul is saying, “For I do not do the good I want but I do the evil I do not want.”

Paul is pointing out the ongoing struggle we have is teaching us that, in all humility, we need to rely on the presence of Christ in our lives to help us to respond to these temptations that take us away from Him.

While the struggle with sin will continue until we are fully free in heaven, we are not left alone to fight alone. The same Holy Spirit that resurrected Jesus can give our mortal bodies new life, empowering us to choose the good and overcome in.

During these struggles it’s important to turn to the Lord in prayer to ask for strength to respond to temptation in a way pleasing God. Further, through the sacrament of Confession, we can receive the gift of forgiveness for the times we fall short and receive strength through the sacrament to pick ourselves up and to attempt to live a life pleasing to God.

Through the intercession of St. Paul, and our guardian angels, let us pray for the strength to always live a life of love of God and love of neighbor. Let us not despair during times we may fail but be grateful for the gift of forgiveness God gives us each time we repent and turn back to him.